embarrasment 101

well, wut can i say? at 3 something this afternoon, denise was found once again, doing it. and no, you pervert, it has ntg to do with reproduction... so please... get that out of your mind tq vry much. so, where was i? o yeah, she was found once again humiliating, embarrasing, making a fool out of herself. yep... another one to add to my top 10 most wish-i could-forget-but-nvr-will moments. *sigh* i think i already have a bucketfull of it... so *plop* another one goes in.

in a nutshell-
while driving (err.. no, practising driving) at the driving sch (oh, btw, i'll be taking my test really, really soon... so, pray i pass), i was getting worser n worser at all the obstacles. my parking was awry... yea, n believe it or not, i managed to knock down a pole while backing out from the parking lot. congratulations right? oh, but not before grazing the car wiv another pole. n imagine, i had to get out of the car TWICE! to shift the pole so i could get out of the stupid spot. thank gdness there were few ppl around n (to be even MORE thankful), my instructor wasn't there. otherwise, he would be shouting to me (he's a nice guy, but ya noe... nice ppl have loud voices too).

oh, but we haven't gotten to the juicy part yet.
u see, when denise gets flustered, she loses concentration; causing her to be almost (hah! i said almost) oblivions to everything but the cause of wtv dat caused it. n of cos i was flustered then. i mean, who wouldn't be after being the only 'lucky' one to knock down a pole n picking it up twice. the 2nd time being to shift it so dat i could get out of my spot the cheating way. anyway, i'll get to the point...
after getting out, i headed to the 3 point turn (no other way out) n when i was turning the steering (it's not auto steering so i can see my arm muscles start to build) suddenly, the car stopped. at 1st, i was like, 'okayy... that always happens. no big. ' but then, a split second after i turned on the engine again, it happened again. n again. n again. i tried reversing, ntg happened. going straight... still the same thing. at that time, my head was pushing all the panic buttons there was, adrenaline; super high (nt for a nice reason though). for almost a lifetime (ok, so i might be exaggerating a alot) i was stuck. stuck in that lil' space jamming up the place, making the other cars in line wait n watch me blunder thru it all. n guess wut? no 1 even came over to help. so there i was... almost weeping with helplessness and frustration, car going back n forth, engine being on(by me) n off (the car). it was scary.

finally.... FINALLY..... some other instructor kindda realised that i was causing a big scene there n yelled the possibilities of the cars strange behaviour. n then, i realised.......... omgosh! stupidly, i didn't release the handbrake after doing the slope thing. that was why i couldn't move at all. argh! jz one of the many things that u could expect me to do. sheesh! my single most embarrasing moment of the yr so far. so, so, sooo humiliating. i must be one of the worst drivers ever.

but oh well... as they say, what that won't kill you will make you stronger. yes? agree? and, everything (gd or bad) is always a life experience for denise. u knoe... 50 yrs from now, i can proudly boast that i managed to be the day's most horrendous driver at the driving sch to my grandkids. i mean, how many ppl can actually say that?