CNY woes. bleaugh

CNY is comin... u wud think i wud be tremendously excited n yayy-ing away. ok, dat's a silly way 2 start dis. i'll restart.

*ahem* CNY is dis sat. n guess who's very enthusiastic abt it? yea, i noe... weird gal! she's unhappy abt a festival, let alone DE festival. chinese new yr... chinese rite? yeah... my frens cudden understand either. well, 4 those who dun noe... let me clue u in on wut i do on a typical CNY. my grans r well... u noe elders... there's hardly in their tradition (n dat's y it's called a tradition), so, it's really a no -brainer thing 2 recount it. since, i've been doin it since always. wtv.
so... on CNY , we...
1. haf reunion dinner at my grans place (always steamboat wiv crabclaw, vegs n sum otha thingies) de adults will sit at 1 table, n we young ciku's a smaller table.
2. sit thru borin sessions wiv relatives i wudden noe if i passed dem on da street (some of dem). dey alwiz say da same thing... " wah! u've grown so big/ tall/ pretty (it varies) n dis is da most hated part of cny 2 me. de onli consolation is dat we get ang pows. quite a gud 1, considerin da discomfort.
3. eat goodies.. dis is quite a gud part . i like all da food.
4. sleep late. ok, dis is gud too. i alwiz luv my sleep.
5. are expected 2 serve guests n look like we enjoy it. at least i dun.

well, mebbe u dun see y i dun like it so much. but it's jz a habitual, once a yr torture 4 me 2 go thru dis, but persevere... it's onli 4 a few days in a yr. i can do it. i can do it!!

BACK!!!

omgosh!! i tot i wud go crazee from nt bloggin 4 like, i dunno... 2 weeks!!! i MISS you sosososo much blog! i think by nt postin anythin 4 sucha long time, i'll prob haf lost half, if nt all of my readers... OII... i'm bac... so, u can cum bac too.

ahh... bac at last... n wiv ntg 2 say. sigh* oh, where am i now? sittin amidst pile n rubble, nt 2 mention lots n lots of wires strewn around everywhere. dust, dirt, sand.... well, lt's jz say it's nt exactly da cleanest place in da world. n if u think i'm in a war zone... think again. jz in my hs where we're renovatin. big mess here.

happenins... happenins... can't think of much tho... dis past few weeks haf been abt co-curriculum activities, bla,bla,bla... u noe.. all dat. n yeah! it's GREAT bein da oldest in da sch (teacher's nt included). i mz say, havin ppl look up 2 u n r kindof like awed wen u notice dem (ok, maybe it doesn't happen 2 me) is realli, how d u say it, awesome..! n now, everybody's like, " wut r u thinkin of doin nxt time??" or, "wen's da edu fair??" wether we like it or not, we ARE growin up. i'll miss my wacky bunch of friends wen we split up n go our seperate ways after f5. but rite now... i'm goin 2 enjoy every enjoyable second wiv dem b4 we part. n yes, i noe... we've been thru dis b4 so, let's nt get started again.

study... tension... stress... study... future

altho it's jz da 1st week of sch... TENSION man!! da 1st thing ppl think of wen dey start sch (err... da F5's ler, dat is) is dat dreaded thing at de end of da yr which cannot be named. haha... ok fine, so wut if i'm exaggeratin a lil'... XP. o yea.. n as i was sayin, it's been onli da 1st week of sch... of Jan... of da yr 2006... and every1's already startin their revision n stress is buildin up. yea, includin me. jz thinkin abt all da studyin, tuition, midnite oil burnin is enuf 2 scare me silly. but den, wen u think abt it, ppl haf came out of de exam hall unscathed n unhurt... so, i guess i might jz survive it. hey, it's easier said den done k!!! esp wen u dun wanna look stupid wiv onli a few A's wen ur unbelievably (n sumtimes sickeninly... um... dun hurt me 4 sayin dis yea) SMART frens r gettin strings n scores of A1's ya noe... yea.. so wut if i'm damn kiasu? huh? huh?
well... *laughingly** all in da unwholesome name of crammin, jammin n stuffin ur grey matter wiv "useless", n borin facts dat prob won't help u in da near-far future in contrary 2 wut dey say. oh... in otha words... de all unmighty STUDY. yupp... n u didn't hear it from me.

growin up.

it's da start of a new yr n yep... u guessed rite...it's schtime! love it or hate it (haha... in my case...da latter), u gotta do wut u gotta do. dat is, balik ke sekolah; back 2 sch. well, i guess i can pretty much say dat dis yr'll be more umm.. meaningful cos well, it might be my last actual sch yr. college n uni r NOT actualli considered sch. hey, is it me, or haf i sed all dis b4 during my rant & rave sessions abt sch? wtvrrr.... here're no Fsixers in my sch so, technically... da f5's r de oldest in da sch (excludin teachers, mind u). dat's old.... i nvr imagined myself as a f5. i noe, inoe... 4 those who've passed dat stage n gotten their rites of passage, in other words, drivin license.. u might think "wutla... y is dis gal makin sucha big fuss abt turnin 17 (soon, soon) " . but 4 me, i'm still tryin 2 find myself n where i stand. u noe... jz think n reflect dat ...well... i AM growin up. oh.. shutup alredi... i wun tok abt it anymore. try to.

btw, HAPPY EARLY B'DAY JOSEPH!!! hope u read dis.