UTT. UTT. UTT.

wut can i say?? 4 dose who noe me... u noe dat dis is da onli guy (besides my dad & frens) dat i think of now. *sigh* n for dose who dun... now u do. dis is VJ UTT. or greg uttsada panichkul.
see... he even endorsed my fav unhealthy drink....haha....

sigh~* fell in (luv) wif him in dat show.... he looked soooo gd... n he was soooo incredibly sweet dere.
need i say more... i noe, i noe... u mz think i'm a crazy, desperate person 2 hv all his pics... but da truth is.... i hv more! haha. hv a nice day.

country rd... take me home.... 2 da place.. called johor...blabla

okaaayyy..... 1st thing's 1st. my trip 2 johor, da southernmost state (yeayea... i heard dat phrase 4 like... all da time i was dere...soo cliche). actually, it wasn't exactly a trip 2 johor... (man, tis is hard 2 explain), we did singgah at a few otha states, if u catch my drift. we did perak (for lunch), kl (to sleep n shoppin da nxt day), selangor (lunch again), seremban (zZZzzz...), melaka (lunch n 2 attend sum --------hari keluarga at sum sch,a waste of my precious time onli, humphH), n finally, da tired bunch of guides n guiders arrived at johor. o, n did i mention dat we visited more pandu puteri hq's den places... how...umm... fascinating. we hardly did any sightseein cos most of our time was spent on da rd. i think i watched more movies den i ever had (in 1 sittin) b4. but, it was fun... i think my mandarin improved like, a lot after dis trip. dat's bcos i was forced 2 . u c.. it was a speak or bcom an isolated freak option.... so, obviously, u noe which 1 i picked. otha den dat... ntg much 2 say ler... i'm jz 2 lazy 2 go in2 details...

frusTraTion!i!i!

can u actually believe dat dere'll be no youth camp?? i repeat: NO YOUTH CAMP. no now, not nxt yr, not ever.can u jz imagine dat?? hOrrOR!!! i'm sorry... but i jz can't accept dat.ever since we had yas (which also means young 'adults' service, but honestly, i think it's overruled by kids barely outta primary sch), we nvr get 2 do anyhtin fun. u noe, get out n abt.... all dat... like how we used 2 durin our isca days. now, it's jz plain *zZZzz*. so, no camp dis yr'll be da icing 2 dis wonderful, uneventful, unexcitin yr of yas. maybe i do sound a lil' too harsh n ungrateful, but... heCk! wudden U want a youth camp dis end o da yr? i'm so desperate dat i might even make my frens go 4 da bb (boys brigade) camp, if any. pris says dat we might, if we did all da plannin n stuff... but... honestly, adults r kinda sceptical abt how we manage our things. in otha words, dey distrust us... sumtimes. but think abt it... who wud volunteer demselves 2 be in charge of all da plannin, rentin of venue, makin sure ev'ry1 pays up, or else.... . i dun think i'll be a suitable candidate cos i haven't been displayin vry 'responsible' behaviour nowadays. haha...

wen all's sed n done... i cudden care less where, wut, who, how... all i want is 2 hang loose wif ma frens, seek God (dat's kinda da main purpose of havin camp u noe..), create everlastin memories n juz [be]...u noe... jz live. live everyday like it's ur last. i dun mean by doin things u can't get away wif like dumb things dat i'll nvr do... but jz livin 2 see tears, smiles, share in greif, joy.... da trustingness of a puppy... rain after a hot day, ppl tellin u dat u actually mean sumthin 2 dem, makin a diff in ppl's lives... now, dat's livin. n i plan 2 live. onli, i'm jz afraid i'll get 2 caught up wif da things o da world 2 spare a thought fer others. i'll try, i'll try.... help me fly.

on 2nd thoughts... y m i actually puttin all dis in? o well...

wish list 2005

MY WISH LIST
(christmas is comin wut)
1. shirts from billabong.... lurve dat brand. (i hate 2 admit tis, but... i'm a brand person).
2. rip curl bags.. like tis 1... gorgeous
3. skechers or adidas shoes. u gotta luv dem. i mean, jz look at tis baby...
4. boardshorts..... *droolin* ok, control, control.... i'm jz crazee ova surf brands. wanna live in aus!!
more boardshorts. i dun usually like long ones... but ti is sooo gorgeous... ok, dun freak out ppl.... i'll be sane now.

gEt ovEr iT !

sumthin realli weird happened jz now. i was takin my dog out 4 a walk n happened 2 meet kz, ty, n ws on their way bac from tuition. i noe dat 4 a fact bcos i go 4 da exact same tuition 'cept dat i go on a different day. anyways, i saw them n they saw me. ok, time 2 delve a lil' into history, so it explains tis better. u see.... a long time ago, ok, nt dat long... when i was in f2...we went 4 da same tuition, yea... another 1. so, at dat time, they used 2 perli me n ws (gosh! it was AWFUL!! da minute i opened da door n stepped in2 da room, da perli-ing wud start). n so, just now, NOW!! 2 yrs after all dat, & da fact dat ws alredi has a gf, da teasin (by kz n ty) hasn't stopped. i mean, HELLO!! it was in past n all dat...n isn't it a lil old n stale...(it's been goin on fer 2 yrs now) n not 2 mention, jz plain wrong (jz think abt hw his gf mz be feelin if she hears tis??). so, jz 2 make meself clear... " geT oVer It ".

>i used 2 be so mortified wen i gt perllied by dem.... but now, i jz think it's realli amusin. yea, it grows onto u, i guess....

ahHh.... satisfaction

i've jz finished categorizin out n typin out my canteen prefect's work. sigh of pleasure... i'm quite satisfied wif my work. now, gotta take ova da f5's so... u noe, gettin used 2 da workload. i'll try, i'll try... aikz... can't help peekin at my finished work every 5 seconds... hehe. i'm sooo proud of u, denise... i really am.

tales of c@mp (conclusion)

da 2nd nite.... campfire nite ... again. dis time it was da acting. realli, realli lawak ler, i tell u. esp shota-shota (combined effort of cgl, sxi n cpt). they were realli gd... but sayangnya didn't win 4 da best sketch. so sad... we deserved 2 win, big time! but bcos st mark had lotsa props n costumes, dey won. cheh!

went 4 nike hike later, so fun... but a lil scary cos we had 2 climb at nite. but we had lotsa torchlights so, it was ok... dat's when we kindda made frens wif t.h. n c.c.f. kindda.

DA LAST DAY

didn't do much on da last day. every1 was kindda sleepy n cranky... 1st thing when we arrived at camp, we were asked 2 kutip sampah. e-v-e-r-y s i n g l e jut, grass wtv... It was da dreaded inspection. where da tua liap ppl will go around checkin4 ur site's cleanliness, gadgets n wut not. so, 2 make da cleanin more effective, da leader sed dat 4 every jut found, da guys wud hv 2 do 1o pumps. haha... dat's when da fun started.

sumbody spotted da mbs (butterworth) guys spyin on us wif their binoculars. they were like" wut r dey starin at huh? spyin on da gals ar? " so dey sed " we'll give dem sumthin 2 spy at". so, all of dem formed a line as if it was like marchin. when da leader gave da command "buka baju" all o dem slowly unbuttned their shirts n stripped. haha... i think we gals were laughin almost 2 da point of peein in our pants at dat time. dey finished their debut wif a

"monday, tuesday, wednesday
binoculars, binoculars everyday!"

n dat, was dat. later, stood in ranks 4 a looonng time.... enuff time 2 analyse hw many guys had nice hair (none), n gd looks (a few)... wut?? if u hv 2 stand still n nt tok 4 a long time, u do stare at ppl u noe.... also, enuff time 2 see 1 guy playin wif a lighter n accidentally burnin his fren's scarve. haha. after da inspection... stood in ranks 4 a long,long,long,long time 4 da closin ceremony. u noe... i realised tt if u jz stood at 1 place 4 a long time (say, abt n hour..) ur legs bcom even more painful than wen ur actually usin dem. trust me... been dere done dat.

results....*drumroll pls* we, we, we.... won! yayyyyy!!!! won 2nd. haha! gotcha didn't i? da saints were soo confident dat they wud be da winners. da look on their faces when we were announced 2nd..... truly a historical moment. haha. den... dey started lookin 4 ppl 2 blame. startin who else...us lo. but it was ok ler... after dat. dey even shook hands wif us wen it was time 2 go home. but, we did win da cleanest campsite. (so u see... pickin up grass was worth it in de end. n so was pumpin 4 da guys after quite a lot of jut were found when we declared it spotless. )
all in all... dis was a great experience n gave me n priss lot's 2 tok abt 4 da comin weeks 2 cum. n shota (2x) 4 us 2 copyright. wudden trade it 4 da world, tho i wud like better treatment 4 our guides.

-finally, da trilogy ends-

he sed bye 2 me! he sed bye 2 me!! ok... crazee de

camp tales... again (par+ 3)

DAY TWO

woke up waayyy... early. groan... but since pris was still sleepin... i went 2 sleep again. woke up later when her mum came 2 tell us dat we had like, abt 15 minutes 2 get ready n be dere. haha! rushed like mad ppl then...real gila! but it didn't matter... dere were a lot o ppl much, much later than us. so... i learnt nt 2 wry n nt 2 be punctual. haha... kiddin.

2nd day.... ahh... wut did we do? o yeah... had cabaran 2day. 1st cabaran, make new frens. seriously. we had 2 let like 8 ppl from different schs sign n write their details on a paper. at 1st, it was kindda awkward, but then... we became bolder, n friendlier... it gave us a chance 2 mingle around wif our counterparts. (got 2 noe k__ . yeayea... i noe.... wtv).

later, we had other cabaran's too. kim's game... mud crawl.... commando's crawl (gt seriously dirty dere)....all dis gave da scouts n oppurtiny 2 sleep.

most memorable qoutes:
+yerr... look at their gateway (st. marks)... so ugly 1.... dunno how 2 build 1. like jungle boy's onli. our's is so much better.
(translated from partly hokkien n english)

+dun u gals hv anythin 2 do?
(memorable A.O quote)

+hey, dun mess wif us la (to da helpers, cos they were mockin us (us : sxi n cgl) 4 nt bein able 2 speak mandarin) . u wanna fight ar?
[scene: nite hike (our turn) we cgl-ians (me, pris, n 2 more f4's) were caught in between. aikz)

+shaddup!
+yes master!
(most memorable quote from T.H n fren 2 C.C.F. when da latter asked da former 2 keep quiet after provokin da helpers)

+ a,b,c,d,e,f,g.... h,i,j,k,l,m,n,o,p...q,r,t,u,.....
(singing abc WRONGLY i might add. in da jungle, at nite)

2 be cont'd....

cAmp tAleS (pAr+ 2)

where was i? dumpin grass into da bushes?aight. we were a sight! sweatin like pigs n lookin soso messy... luckily i didn't hv a mirror at dat time.... or else.... . then, we went 4 dinner. i mean, dinner was nt provided n we had 2 BUY it from da vendors dere which were obviously cheatin us kids outta our money. but wut 2 do? it's an eat or die savin ur $$$ situation.

o yea... b4 dat, had n encounter wif a scout (obviously from DAT sch) abt a parang. hence, da name parang guy.hmm... sounds familiar?? anyways... i was usin da parang 2 chop grass (chop grass??), dun ask me hw i did it... but those were specific instructions which we followed. n so... P.G. asked me 4 da parang. his exact words "hey, lend me da parang 4 awhile", so i handed it 2 him. then, he was like, nt daring 2 take it. i was like"wut?". i handed it 2 him again, n he kept jumpin bac n actin as if it was a snake or sumthin... i think i mz hv looked realli blur at dat time, so he gave me dat 'i-think-dat-ur-a-real-idiot' look, sighed n told me (like a mother ;p), "tis (da sharp side of da blade outwards) is nt hw u pass a parang 1... u wanna kill me ar? dis (blade faced inwards) is how u do it" followed by a demonstration of da correct method. yea... i felt like a 3 yr old child. (sry la... i've nt gt much experience dealin wif sharp objects u noe...).

at nite. we had campfire nite. quite boring realli, but better than da 2nd day's campfirenite. 3/4 of us went 4 da nite hike leavin de other quarter 2 sing out of date songs n crap. den, we did da banana dance.
" bananas unite!
jump banana, jump-jump banana
peel banana, peel-peel banana
cut banana, cut-cut banana
shake banana, shake-shake banana......

n so on.... i 4got da rest de. gt actions 2 it oso. every 1 was doin dat.. so, it was realli fun. hehe... i learnt a new thing. den... balik kampung. onli, it's nt my kampung it's pris's. didn't sleep till 2 i think.

camp tales (P@rT 0n3)

hmm... i was jz thinking. lotsa lawak , n weird stuff happened during da camps tt i went 2. so, i shall humour u wif wut actually happened.

JOTA-JOTI
day 1

went 2 coronation camp at abt 2 sumthin... i think... but 1st, left my stuff (u noe, clothes n all dat) at pris's cos i stayed wif her cos my parents went outstation 4 da weekend. then, fetch cqy n ew there 2. so, we reached dere (btw, it was my 1st time at coronation) n waited 4 our sch's guides 2 come. haha... da alwiz 'punctual' guides of my sch....were, once again... "punctual". my gdness... sum example! yea, da Unit Leader (UL) was da latest. how nice. anyway, as we were waitin in da HQ... we saw da saints scouts (who looked quite mad already) n we actually wanted 2 approach them 2 ask wut we hv 2 do (cos we're combinin wif dem) but decided nt 2 cos they had this pissed look on their faces. scary u noe.

after every1 arrived n we sorted out our papers n money (haikz,.... so unprepared), we went 2 join da scouts in their hutment. n as we trekked up da slope 2 da hutment.... my gdness! i tell u, da looks from da scouts .... if looks cud kill... then i'd be dead. all of dem had tis cold, stony look... like we're prisoners or garbage. so scary... no hi's or welcome or anythin. jz stares. so, anyway... they asked us 2 change into our workin gear cos we had 2 build gadgets n clear da campsite. in our stupidity, no, ignorance is a better word (nt so damaging 2 our egos), we went 2 change in da big toilet/bathroom area. which we later found out tt i was a GUY'S toilet. horror!! tok abt humiliating!!! well... how were we 2 noe....

bac 2 da story. when we went bac 2 da campsite, da subcamp leader (dunno his name but he looks a lot like adrian lim) had a horseshoe 2 brief us on wut 2 do. question n answer.
adrian lookalike: gd afternoon. u're combinin wif us n cpt (silent groans uttered by sum gals
here). so, we've 2 build our tower n gateway. can u all tie square lashings?
cgl-ians: no.....
A. lookalike: tie rubber?
cglians: no...
A. lookalike: then, wut can u do?
cglians: umm....
tis was embarrasing k...n then sum smart mouth said "ntg" which made a lot of guys snicker.
in the end... we gt da most "enviable" job of clearin da grass, shrubs, bushes, anythin dat's green around our site. they had only 1 or 2 rakes n like abt 4 cutters , so, imagine how da rest got on their knees (literally) 2 pluck grass. gila man! plucking grass usin our bare fingers. they asked us 2 collect all da twigs, grass n leaves n dump them into da bushes. i ask u... wut difference does it make?? but we did it anyway. later, i heard horror stories of da scouts picking up a loose pebble n shoving it in front of a gal's face sayin "u said u cleaned da site de. but wut is tis!?".

i gotta chao now. hw 2 do.
-to be cont'd-

i wud like feedbac on wether i shud also include TRAPLEX stories here. n wut u think of it. wow! i'm so polite.. hehe.

tests-> over. yay.
marks-> comin soon. boo.

great. jz great.

man... do i speak like "me tarzan u jane" language or wut? aikz.... i'm sososo tired now. jz sat for 4 papers n now, my brain's like mush. i can't even think straight. n i keep thinkin of da word 'gag' . i mean, tt's weird... i'm nt even feelin nauseous or anything. n, y gag?? hmm... better think of a better word ler... since my brain keeps on sayin words 2 me.

terpesong dari topic

i was gonna say sumthin but i forgot. darn it. but while i'm still recallin wut tt slipped my mind while i was discussin wif my parents abt da arrangement of chairs 4 tomoro's tuition (i've home tuition 4 accounts) n wether or nt i shud use da air-con.... i take tis oppurtunity 2 say tt ...I'M GOING 2 JOHOR!!!!! tok abt fun. it's called 'friendship trail', organized by da girl guides association of m'sia bla...bla... it's gonna be sooo cool. yuck! d i sound like sum over hyped-tryin-to-be-cool-but-endin-up-soundin-fake-kid or wut? anyway... me n 8 more gals (all from my sch... muahaha....we're monopolising da whole thin) r gonna represent pg in tis thingie. jz think... 4 days, 3 places (perak, kl n lastly johor) n it's onli 4 rm50. wut's nt 2 like? o yea, cept tt we've gotta sleep in da hq's .... definately NT my place of choice (hello-o... i had visions of us sleepin in a hotel....). it sounds fun. da onli boo part abt it (other than da '5 star' accomodation) is dat te n ross can't go wif me. i mean, they put their names in, but due 2 sum f2's ... (state comissioner's neice, i suspect foul play here), they cudden go. cos of nt enuff places. so sad.
dat's durin da hols. hopefully it all works out rite n i get 2 go.

n yea... i really forgot wut i came here 2 write in da 1st place. o well..

more abt 2 questions...

i didn't noe tt 2 Questions was a Christian band. cool! i mean realli.... nt onli r dey great but they're christian which is even better. n da members..... well.... talented n uh.... o jz spit it out! ok, chun, cute, entao.... at least da drummer was. me n te were tryin 2 decide if 1 of da singers was cute da whole time dey were performin but still cudden decide. until we saw him wif his cap off.but i suspect i like dem coz they played 'i dun wanna be" tt day...haha... they gt me at da chorus. n how did i find out abt dis? 'dis' meanin their bein a christian band n all tt. cos abel told me.

n how did abel tell me? cos he stayed behind last sat when every1 had left cept me, my sis, sab n kw 2 keep us company . wut a gentleman. i mean, when he cud easily go home on his bike. so, we tokked.... n tt's how i knew. how nice of him.

da SSC's

i was jz lookin at suh chyn's blog n read abt da SC's or rather, SSC's. it was so amusin cos, yea, it's a class 'thing' (onli in da wonderful 4A). so, i decided 2 tok abt it here too.... cos i'm in it.

da SC is a short term 4 da Singles Club. comprised of singles in my class. so, obviously i'm init ler... unless u haven't figured tt i'm soo single. anyways, bac 2 da story...suh chyn's da prez of tis umm... society?? obviously b'coz her initials r [SC], self appointed prez ler, tt 1. then came osm... our former naib prez. i say former cos she's left us (or was kicked out by sc) 4 da CC. CC meanin Couple's club (dose helplessly n hopelessly devoted 2 their other halves...). yupez, we're losin our members 2 couple-doom, oops! i mean coupledom. looks like me, te, ross n leena r still stayin strong... haha.... shud be promoted ler, since we're so 'setia' 2 da club. n da famous (haha... who m i kiddin? ) name change of da club. by stace. she added da S in SC 2 make it da 'STAY SINGLE CLUB' . okkaayy..... so, dere u r... da SSC n wut it is. tho i noe 4 a fact tt all da memberz r soo dyin 2 get out of da club, as horrifyin as tt sounds (n *gulp* there's a huge possibility of me bein beaten in da sch toilet 4 sayin dat........-da drama queen strikes again-). but like da psycotic penguins (btw, y psycotic?) in madagascar (gag! wut a borin show).... all i can say is " u didn't see anythin".

i think u mz be thinkin "wad on earth is tis gal crappin abt?" . da truth is, i'm quite confused wif wut i'm actually sayin meself.