frusTraTion!i!i!

can u actually believe dat dere'll be no youth camp?? i repeat: NO YOUTH CAMP. no now, not nxt yr, not ever.can u jz imagine dat?? hOrrOR!!! i'm sorry... but i jz can't accept dat.ever since we had yas (which also means young 'adults' service, but honestly, i think it's overruled by kids barely outta primary sch), we nvr get 2 do anyhtin fun. u noe, get out n abt.... all dat... like how we used 2 durin our isca days. now, it's jz plain *zZZzz*. so, no camp dis yr'll be da icing 2 dis wonderful, uneventful, unexcitin yr of yas. maybe i do sound a lil' too harsh n ungrateful, but... heCk! wudden U want a youth camp dis end o da yr? i'm so desperate dat i might even make my frens go 4 da bb (boys brigade) camp, if any. pris says dat we might, if we did all da plannin n stuff... but... honestly, adults r kinda sceptical abt how we manage our things. in otha words, dey distrust us... sumtimes. but think abt it... who wud volunteer demselves 2 be in charge of all da plannin, rentin of venue, makin sure ev'ry1 pays up, or else.... . i dun think i'll be a suitable candidate cos i haven't been displayin vry 'responsible' behaviour nowadays. haha...

wen all's sed n done... i cudden care less where, wut, who, how... all i want is 2 hang loose wif ma frens, seek God (dat's kinda da main purpose of havin camp u noe..), create everlastin memories n juz [be]...u noe... jz live. live everyday like it's ur last. i dun mean by doin things u can't get away wif like dumb things dat i'll nvr do... but jz livin 2 see tears, smiles, share in greif, joy.... da trustingness of a puppy... rain after a hot day, ppl tellin u dat u actually mean sumthin 2 dem, makin a diff in ppl's lives... now, dat's livin. n i plan 2 live. onli, i'm jz afraid i'll get 2 caught up wif da things o da world 2 spare a thought fer others. i'll try, i'll try.... help me fly.

on 2nd thoughts... y m i actually puttin all dis in? o well...