abstract ramblings

i was jz browsin thru a few blogs of ppl dat i dun noe of (let me make dat extremely clear). there was dis particular woman, bored out o her mind i presume, who posted her semi-naked boobies. well, she did get lotsa comments by droolin fans. hmm... now dat's a thought if ur plannin 2 publicize ur blog. but as mine r 4 my conservative, innocent eyes alone (n ntg 2 boast abt), i guess i'll jz hafta look elsewhere 2 popularise my *ahem* wonderful page here. plan B any1?

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on a cheerfuller, if nt less lurid note... christmas is comin!!! yeah!! it's my fav season of da yr, bein a christian n all. da meanin of christmas goes way deaper den jz gift sharin & christmas trees. it's abt a life 4 the otha lives. anyway, there's alwiz a joyful feelin on christmas, u noe? like, da hardest hearts unbend, melt, mellow during da christmas season. JOY TO THE WORLD! let's celebrate! n not onli dat, my church nvr fails 2 put up a presentation (albeit a big-scale 1) every christmas. so, i get 2 dance in it. n u noe wut, da best times of my life were those spent backstage wiv my peeps. o da glorious, wonderful times we had amidst glitterin stagelights, painstakinly handcrafted props, n da all round merry feelin of christmas. if u think it's too gushy, well... let me remind u dat there is a reason tis is called ramblings. cos, i realised dat dat's wut I do best! HAF A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS SEASON 1 & ALL!

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i guess dis is a gd time as any to say dat i'm truly single. as in, really n trully single, in mind n physically. no particular anybody occupyin my solitariness now. yeah, i suppose in a way, i'm kinda lonely, but on de otha hand... i'm happy 2 be myself, u noe. free. but, i wudden noe how it is 2 haf dat special sum1 2 nt make u so free, cos, i've nvr had dat sum1. da heart has n amazin capacity 2 fill itself n giv many kinds of love. yeah, n in dat sense, i realli haven't felt "dat" kinda luv or given it b4. crushes, yes planty... but love romantically, no. so, now, i'm sustainin myself on luv in it's purest form. God, my family, frens... those r ppl who love me 4 who i am. sumhow, in my desperate search 4 dat 1 thing dat i dun hv (ok, maybe nt dat desperate. actually, nt desperate at all), i'm actualli searchin my soul n maturin (haha... hopefully) n waitin (patiently i hope). coz true love waits, n true love is da best. *gag* so mushy... okok, enuff of all dis retrospection. i'll close dat chapter of my life 4 now.