things i nvr tot i'd learn at sch

oh man... sch's startin in less then a week. nonono... n where did my hols fly to? come nxt yr, n i'll be startin da hardest (think 3 words >>> SPM) n also my last yr (dat is, if i decide nt 2 go 4 F6). but b4 i start bein all nostalgic... honestly, wut haf i been learnin all dis yrs dat i was in sch?? maths,bio, english, science, bm.... n da list goes on. u wud noe, u went 2 sch too. but, wud abt da lessons u nvr learnt? i mean, 'officially' leart? in n also out of de torture chamber we call a classroom (ok, it's nt all dat bad as i make it sound).

things da teacher nvr taught me in school...

1. rollin in da grass in da field has serious consequences.
i did it once wiv my frens n regretted it da minute i got home. ITCHES all over!!! trust me, u
wun wanna try it unless ur life depended on it. n u tot i was dis clean, no-nonsense gal eh?
guess i'm more down 2 earth den u think. hehe.

2. nvr try 2 mix too many things durin a science experiment.
in F2 i think, durin a protein, karbo, lemak n wut not experiment... we..we,we mixed all of our 'bahan eksperimen' together after finished conductin dat experiment. it's quite disgustin, sure u wanna hear it? so, anyway, we mixed eggs (protein), butter (fat) n all de rest (can't realli rmb) 2getha wiv millon, iodin n benedict n heated it up. *gag* it was realli disgustin n cudden be washed off later. of cos... we got an earful from our teach after dat. oh well... all in da name of learnin.

3. playin wiv fire burns holes in ur pocket
dis didn't happen 2 me personally, but i was fortunate (or was it unfortunate) enuff 2 witness my friend burn her uniform. err... tiny hole la. well, we were alwiz so bored durin science class, so most of da time, we wud be smugglin matches from da teacher's table 2 play wiv dem. dat fateful day, my fren got a lil excited n sumhow managed 2 burn a hole near her pocket. n da best part was dat she didn't even realise it! dat was real lawak but we still continued 2 play wiv fire (literally) throughout da whole yr without teacher knoein... muahahaha.

4. how 2 make fruit juices from scratch, sell em n make a HUGE profit... no matter wut
y fruit juices?? cos my class has been makin fruit juices 4 canteen day ever since f2. n we're gud at it. we made da most profit da yr b4 last n de yr b4 dat. while i DO noe how 2 make da drinks, wut i value da most was da experience i got sellin n promotin our merchandise eventho it was disgustin (which da ice-cream was after a few hours outta da fridge) or too expensive. hey... now dat i think of it... sch has made an entrepreanur outof me. whoa...

5. jobs of a labourer? been there done dat.
u see, since my sch is an all-girls sch... we gals r (again, literally) da movers n shaker's of da sch. not an enviable job i assure u. lolx.... tho i prob wun be any1's idea of a mover, i've had my fair share (n a lotta of other peep's share) of movin furniture abt sch. carryin benches, tables, chairs... yupe, done it. i guess, wen it comes down 2 this, it's teamwork dat i've learnt... or da lack of it in sum of my friends (pardon me) who dissappear at da mere sound of work.

6. leadership
y do i detect a slight bend 2 da serious side now? but, i guess it mz be said. sumhow, n i'm tryin not 2 be big headed here ok... sumhow... da teaches alwiz think i'm fit 4 responsibility. since std1, i've been either de monitor, asst monitor, prefect (short stinct onli), canteen pre, prez of sum club, in charge of dis, in charge of dat... i told u i'm not tryin 2 boast or anythin. now, not so much de ler... nt as popular as i was *blushin* . so, yeah... i guess i bloom under leadership. i like power, bossin ppl around so 2 speak. n well, wen ur in dat position, u can't help but learn sumthin... rite? so, who now still thinks i'm perasan?

7. learnin is FUN... not jz a nessesity
uh yea... if it wasn't in a classroom, wiv borin bks dat put u 2 sleep, dronin teachers, and exams dat make u cram ur head wiv facts dat u'll prob nvr put 2 use in da future. oh wait... dat's my sch on weekends.

so, there u haf it... all i learnt or wut i can rmb i learnt throughout all dis yrs of sch. oh no.. mom, dad... did i waste ur money or wut???

day out... errand runnin n heavy loads

had quite a bz day. ran abt town, did errands... chores... err, actually my mom did. all my sis n i had 2 do was jz follow her around (chaperone) n carry all da stuff (bell-boy). but da plus point was dat we got 2 go 2 baptist bk store n buy stuff. i gt a new purse n a cd (hillsongs). yayy! haha. lunched at continental bakery. all of us asked 4 mushroom soup but it was out of stock. can u believe it?? out of stock! n i was cravin 4 a bowl of creamy, mushroomy bowl of hot soup at dat time. huh! shud've eaten at maxim's. at least they haf soup there. ok, sry... i do get carried away wen it comes 2 food. we went 2 da library after shoppin at giant (pg plaza) which was after lunch. wen we reached home... oh yea... b4 i forget, i shifted from a hs 2 an apartment which, i assume u mz all nt noe yet, by now as i haf nvr brought da sub up (didn't feel da urgent need 2, sry). i mz say... livin in an apartment sure is diff from a hs, in a lotta ways. we had 2 bring up all da groceries, plus bks, plus wtv else dat we bought all da way up 2 our place. Heavy!

da worst thing abt shiftin 2 an apartment so far has been leavin my dog. i miss her so much!! but we'll be reunited again wen we shift bac 2 de old hs. dat is, after we renovate it.

my christmas

how i spent my christmas day

christmas morn
got up at 9... got ready den yelled at sis 2 get up at 9.45. picked up pris n tim n headed 2 shangri-la where we had sun serv since i dunno wen. well, as of always... we were shoo-ed from our seats 2 make room 4 de otha ppl. well, in pastor's eyes, we are, n will always be, kids. so, we walked here n there lookin 4 a gud standin spot (i was wearin a skirt btw). and, ended up right at da bac of da hall. then, gave out presents, received.

christmas afternoon
went home after church. mom cooked n my grans were there too. watched 13 going on 30 again. after da movie, lazed around, slept,read da newspaper until my eyes hurt. den watched tv again.

christmas night
my dad ordered tandoori chicken 4 us 4 dinner. had a quiet evenin wiv my family n listenin 2 christmas carols from il divo's 'christmas collection'. jz us, u noe. watched 'a christmas carol' which was on tv (yeayea... call us couch potatoes if u want) n another movie after dat. quite a cheap way 2 spend christmas. but it was ok.

" let the stars in the sky
remind us of man's compassion
let me love till i die
and God blesses everyone"
(from 'A Christmas Carol- the musical')

the aftermath ==> lessons in life

growin up is more den i can handle dis days. n it's NOT all dat fun. actualli, it SUCKS!! but, i guess da core of da prob is me. man, i've got sum serious growin up 2 do. my maturity jz doesn't justify my age. wut i mean is dat i've gotta start actin my age... ie... handlin responsibilities, think less childishly, relate 2 other ppl betta... which brings 2 my attn, a story which made me realise dat i am rather childish; in manner n thoughts, actions n deeds. dat, n oso da fact dat unknowingly, mt immatureness has caused sum1 2 be hurt. b4 i continue wiv my tale, i jz wanna say dat 1 shudden blame 1's parents 4 wut 1 has bcum. dey (da parents) do play a part in mouldin da outer layers but deep within da person, is 1self. U are wut U are. da best parents haf da worst kids. n vice versa. so, dun blame my parents 4 wtv dat i do wrong. it's ME, nt dem.

da story ====>
well, one day, nt too long ago, no, actualli vry recently... there was dis group of frens dat went out for a movie n all dat. in dis group, dere was an adult n oso a gal; stranger 2 most of da group cept 4 de adult n da person's child. so, after da movie dey grouped outside da cinema n durin sum smalltalk among da frens... dey happened 2 mention sumthin in a way dat offended da new person unknowinli. anyway, no 1 knew dat da person was insulted until da nxt day wen de adult heard it from dat person's parents abt da slight n called a memba of da group 2 reprimand dem 4 their behaviour.

I was one of dem

n i'm ashamed of dat. we were guilty of 2 offences.
1. dat we didn't make any effort 2 make her feel welcome.
2. dat we shudden haf sed wtv it was dat we sed dat made her feel offended. but dat, was realli intentionally.

but, in our defense... she shudden haf made such a big fuss ova a slight matter. my frens wudden. wtv it is... i noe dis has been a real eye-opener 4 me. i'll try 2 change, realli, i will. so, i'm hopin, no, i noe it's my duty as da "guilty" party 2 make things rite wiv her. i gotta.

christmastime

christmas drama underway. ahh... i jz lurve dis part of christmastime. yesterday was da 1st openin nite at dewan sri pinang n it was realli packed. hopefully tonite n tomorrow nite'll be da same, if nt betta. can't wait 4 it, but dun want it 2 end either... sigh* onli 2 more nights 2 go.

The Chronicles of Narnia

NARNIA. i've finally watched it. n wut more... da tickets were free!! wow, i'm so blessed. okok, 1st thing's first... how was da movie? i wud say, it gets a definate A++ in my opinion. it's a great movie, da battle scenes were realli cool, impressive... dat's da word. da visuals, stunnin. even da actors were gud. n i like da fact dat it has a like sorta hidden meanin in it. no matter wut any1 says, i realli feel dat it has a christian background 2 da storyline. if u read da last book (The Last Battle), u wud get da feelin dat it does resemble da Book of Revelations in da bible. o yeah, i've inserted a link in my links sect (duh!) so, if u do haf time, pls visit n listen 2 da audio. it's worth ur effort. realli.

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saw k 2day. and at 1 of de most unlikeliest places >>> genting (nt genting highlands). i think i can safely say dat i'm so ova him. dat's gd. so, now, i'm gonna concentrate on nt losin sleep on any1 . nuh-uh... no more of dis 4 me.

jz talk...

it's MEEE. startin 2moro, i wun be bloggin so consistantly anymore. heck! i wun even be on9 most of da time. but i'll try to blog wenever n wherever i can... can't let ppl down, eh? can't believe it... da 15th,16th, 17th n 18th r comin so soon. n u noe wut dat means... christmas pre!! can't wait! but dat also brings bitter tots of sch.... ugh.... i can't believe sch's startin in like, 2 weeks time. nononono! n wut's worse is goin 2 sch noein it's ur last yr dere n also da hardest (read: SPM). ok, i'll stop wiv da horror stories. da key is 2 take it 1 day at a time.
and now, i'll stop bloggin n go play sum lame on9 games. u noe, i cud nvr get da hang of gamin ever. now wut did i do wrong???

AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun u ever feel da need 2 scream ur lungs (n heart) out? jz let everything out. all da frustration, da hurt, da anger... everything. dat's jz wut i'm feelin rite now.

the A-G-E factor

it's 12.03 at nite now. i dun haf a topic 2 tok abt. so, i'll jz chat abt wut i can think of now. o yea.... while i'm in da crappin mood... wuddya think of older gal-younger guy relationships? unethical? unacceptable? disgusting? or jz... luv is blind. i'm nt in luv wiv any younger male species f.y.i... it's jz... in case i think of indulgin in dis sorta relationship. ya noe?

i used to be very, n i mean VERY against dis kinda things. i guess dat's y all da guys i've eva liked r older den me. i even counted it in months, as my b'day's in march, dat leaves vry lil' options 4 me regardin guys my yr. but, i realised dat i've bcum vry, ok, more, open minded nowadays. i mean, sum younger guys r soo cute (as in lil' boi cute) n sensitive n jz... oh stop it! i'm babbling. but i guess it'll be weird wen u go on dates unless da guy looks older den his age. n there's also da maturity factor 2 think abt... dat's real difficult.

y's it like dat? it's natural 4 older guys 2 get younger gals... but y is it dat de oposite sparks lotsa controversy???? i mean, look at demi moore n aston kutcher (if dey're still a couple) , justin timberlake n cameron diaz (r dey still a couple? no, i'm kz askin cos i realli dunno) . well, well, well.... i think i'll go wiv bein pro "older gal-younger guy". jz nt at my age n da age gap musn't be dat large. other den dat... yeah! y not? dey deserve 2 be happee as do i. i mean, u noe... if i do. so, wut's ur take on younger guy-older gal relationships??