The Chronicles of Narnia

NARNIA. i've finally watched it. n wut more... da tickets were free!! wow, i'm so blessed. okok, 1st thing's first... how was da movie? i wud say, it gets a definate A++ in my opinion. it's a great movie, da battle scenes were realli cool, impressive... dat's da word. da visuals, stunnin. even da actors were gud. n i like da fact dat it has a like sorta hidden meanin in it. no matter wut any1 says, i realli feel dat it has a christian background 2 da storyline. if u read da last book (The Last Battle), u wud get da feelin dat it does resemble da Book of Revelations in da bible. o yeah, i've inserted a link in my links sect (duh!) so, if u do haf time, pls visit n listen 2 da audio. it's worth ur effort. realli.

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saw k 2day. and at 1 of de most unlikeliest places >>> genting (nt genting highlands). i think i can safely say dat i'm so ova him. dat's gd. so, now, i'm gonna concentrate on nt losin sleep on any1 . nuh-uh... no more of dis 4 me.

jz talk...

it's MEEE. startin 2moro, i wun be bloggin so consistantly anymore. heck! i wun even be on9 most of da time. but i'll try to blog wenever n wherever i can... can't let ppl down, eh? can't believe it... da 15th,16th, 17th n 18th r comin so soon. n u noe wut dat means... christmas pre!! can't wait! but dat also brings bitter tots of sch.... ugh.... i can't believe sch's startin in like, 2 weeks time. nononono! n wut's worse is goin 2 sch noein it's ur last yr dere n also da hardest (read: SPM). ok, i'll stop wiv da horror stories. da key is 2 take it 1 day at a time.
and now, i'll stop bloggin n go play sum lame on9 games. u noe, i cud nvr get da hang of gamin ever. now wut did i do wrong???

AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun u ever feel da need 2 scream ur lungs (n heart) out? jz let everything out. all da frustration, da hurt, da anger... everything. dat's jz wut i'm feelin rite now.

the A-G-E factor

it's 12.03 at nite now. i dun haf a topic 2 tok abt. so, i'll jz chat abt wut i can think of now. o yea.... while i'm in da crappin mood... wuddya think of older gal-younger guy relationships? unethical? unacceptable? disgusting? or jz... luv is blind. i'm nt in luv wiv any younger male species f.y.i... it's jz... in case i think of indulgin in dis sorta relationship. ya noe?

i used to be very, n i mean VERY against dis kinda things. i guess dat's y all da guys i've eva liked r older den me. i even counted it in months, as my b'day's in march, dat leaves vry lil' options 4 me regardin guys my yr. but, i realised dat i've bcum vry, ok, more, open minded nowadays. i mean, sum younger guys r soo cute (as in lil' boi cute) n sensitive n jz... oh stop it! i'm babbling. but i guess it'll be weird wen u go on dates unless da guy looks older den his age. n there's also da maturity factor 2 think abt... dat's real difficult.

y's it like dat? it's natural 4 older guys 2 get younger gals... but y is it dat de oposite sparks lotsa controversy???? i mean, look at demi moore n aston kutcher (if dey're still a couple) , justin timberlake n cameron diaz (r dey still a couple? no, i'm kz askin cos i realli dunno) . well, well, well.... i think i'll go wiv bein pro "older gal-younger guy". jz nt at my age n da age gap musn't be dat large. other den dat... yeah! y not? dey deserve 2 be happee as do i. i mean, u noe... if i do. so, wut's ur take on younger guy-older gal relationships??

party

esther's n pris's combined b'day party today. venue: e's hs. time: 1 sumthin -wtv time. ppl: (church) me, qy, sab, antz, man yoke, steph, jacin, renee, joe, kw, terrence, mouse(st), tim, matt, kw's bro, (sch) belle, cat & deb (ex-schmate). n of cos, da 2 b'day gals.

i arrived at 2-sumthin... almost 3. haha... u noe me, da always unpunctual 1. picked up p & e's b'day cake beforehand. unfortunately, didn't haf time 2 take a peek at it. went up 2 her hs, saw my frens. da church group n da sch group were kindof like, fire & water (nt in da fightin sorta way ler, but dey jz didn't mix ). so, wtv... i chatted wiv my classmates 4 awhile den wen downstairs 2 meet ka, sab n da rest. we walked around da place n lepak until da guard shooed us away.

wen up again... waited 4 a few more peeps 2 cum (from da cc, how rude!). wen da crowd was complete... par-tay!! err... actualli, we didn't go all wild n dat. haha. joe pulled out his (or esther's) deck of cards n played, wtv it's called ler. i didn't noe da game, didn't get it either, so didn't play. den e's mom started feedin all of us. i felt kinda bad actualli, lettin her walk to n fro servin us while we were jz sittin dere like pigs. den e put on 'white chicks'.

2 cut da long story short n spare sum of da lengthy details... da ppl were most uncooperative wen it was time 2 sing da b'day song n cut da cake. dey were more engrossed in da movie. i dun think pris was too happee abt dat. i mean HEL-LO!!! who wudden wen it's their b'day party n their guests wun even giv dem face. i was actualli quite pissed on her behalf. we finalli gt 2 sing n den p.jimme prayed 4 dem.

later, after da movie... all of us wen down 2 da swiming pool sum playground. we were foolin around wiv kw's shoes. qy stole 1 n ran off wiv it. we were passin it around while terr tried 2 get it bac. but mana tahu... kw merajuk/sulked/gt angry at us n isolated himself from us. actualli, i didn't even noe he was angry until later. it was jz a game 4 gdness sake... we didn't even push him in da pool... . how lame. we passed time by climbin da water slide which was dry btw, n waded in da pool. didn't get wet, surprisinly. qy kept stealin ppl's slippers.

went up wen it was dark 2 haf dinner. den watched n cajoled da guys 2 watch 'a walk to rmb'...wut dey deem as a "gal's show". matt ho was quite horrified at 1st... but den guess who was sooo into da movie after dat?? lolx. i went home awhile after da movie ended wiv sab n qy. n dat's it folks.

is chivalry dead?

hmmm... i'm wondering... is chivalry dead? in my opinion, n wut i can think of now... a guy (yes, dis onli applies 2 guys) is chivalrous/ gentlemanly if he:

1. opens doors 4 us (female-kind) & closes dem after. car doors included.
2. assist without being asked.
3. pulls out the chair 4 us 2 sit.
4. stands wen a lady approaches or leaves da table. as victorian as it sounds... it'll be so sweet if a guy actualli did dat 4 me.
5. nvr hits (duh! he wud be uncivilized if he did) a gal/lady or treat dem roughly
6. respects our discisions & nvr underminds us! gals r strong too!!
7. waits until da last gal leaves b4 leavin. as strong as a gal is, she needs sum sorta reasurance dat she isn't left alone n vulnerable 2 predators. at least i do.

dat's abt all da things i think a guy shud be. truly, guys... da fastest way 2 a gal's/women's heart is thru chivalry. tell me, wut female wudden want a guy corteous, gentlemanly & debonair?? o yeah, n dis does nt onli apply 2 those who wanna pikat gals n try 2 impress dem by being chivalrous. in fact, i think it's so insincere if u do dat. treat every gal alike in terms of manners n da like. yeayea... i noe, it sounds so demanding n so 18th century... but prove to me n a few others i noe who haf been lamenting da loss of gentlemen. well, i do haf a few examples of 'almost dere' guys. dis r all based on my own experiences.

-examples 4 da 1st condition are 2 guys from my tuitions. both opened da door 4 me, tho 1 did it betta den de otha. i was duly impressed i can tell u.

-can't realli think of examples 4 da 2nd condition. ntg memorable but i guess it's da lil' things dat count. no?

-3rd condition... nope. nvr b4. but i'm still hoping. tho a long time ago, sum1 did offer 2 keep my chair 4 me.

-ditto 4 da 4th 1. it's a nice gesture, but if i mz admit it meself, i might be a lil' freaked out if a guy did it 2 me.

-5th... all of da ppl i noe dun do dat so...

-condition 6 is shown by a few peeps i noe. actualli most ler, like my godbros... frens... onli a few dun. no names mentioned... haha.

-i like dis... i'm lucky 2 say dat i'm lucky enuf 2 noe 2 guys who actualli do dat. many thx 2 both of u.

and so... da conclusion is... i dunno, U, yes U make ur own lo. is chivalry dead or still burnin in da hearts of men? i think i'll jz watch 'Kate & Leopald' again 4 kicks.

costume crisis!

* gag*... my costume 4 da christmas presentation sucks. there's onli ONE word, no, make dat 2 words to describe it... FREAKIN HIDEOUS!!! jz da top, dat is. i jz can't begin describin da ugliness of it. total eyesore, trust me. n, guess wut...? i ain't de onli 1 complaining. haha. it's wayyyy too BIG, too baggy, da colour is sumwut terrible... mine ler, dat is. imagine?? it's a realli disgustin GREEN. n tell u wut, i'm realli nt a fan of green colour ya noe, tho, yes, i'm in Rumah Hijau all. it absolutely reeks of tastelessness (da costume, nt green hs). dis has got 2 be da worst costume eva in da whole history of costumes... nt onli does it nt fit any of us (i honestly think i look like i'm drownin in my clothes in it), it's ugly, ugly,ugly. actualli, da design wud've been ok if it did fit us n wasn't such a shitty colour (mine). but... one jz has 2 grin n bear it, tho how d u do dat wen da whole world is laughin at u? can u? HO HO HO!

all i want 4christmas....

speakin of christmas....all i want 4 christmas is NOT my two front teeth. i hv perfectly nice ones 4 which i'm thankful 4, thank q vry much.so....

da materialistic christmas song.
(sung to the tune from "the twelve days of christmas")

on da 1st day of christmas my true luv betta send 2 me...
a citroen c3 in a pear tree

on da 2nd day of christmas my true luv betta send 2 me...
2fender guitars, & a partridge (i mean, citroen c3) in a pear tree

on da 3rd day of christmas my true luv shud send 2 me...
3 ipods(nano,ok?) , 2 fender guitars, & a citroen in a pear tree

on da 4th day of christmas my true luv shud send 2 me...
4 ripcurl bags, 3 ipods, 2 fender gits, & a citroen in a pear tree

on da 5th day of christmas he noes wut 2 send 2 me...
5-GREAT-boardshorts (preferably roxy), 4 ripcurl bags, 3 ipods, 2 fender gits, & a citroen in a pear tree.

on da 6th day of christmas my true luv'll send 2 me...
6 geese a-layin (golden eggs... no wait! platinum is betta), 5 u-noe-wuts, n so on....& a citroen c3 in a pear tree.

on da 7th day of christmas my true luv'll send 2 me...
7 hundred euros, 6 '' '', 5 '' '', 4'' '', 3 '' '', 2 '' '' & a '' '' '' '' ''.

on da 8th, 9th, 10th & 11th day of christmas (i LUV christmas!!), my true luv shud send 2 me...
8 tickets to operas
9 visits to venice
10 boxes of chocolates (swiss choc wud be gud)
and 11 books a-leaping

finally,
on da 12th day of christmas my true luv gave up on me...
12 things r too much, 11 might be ok, 10 things i guv u, 9 n i'm quite broke, 8 tickets 2 operas, 7 but i luv u, 6 u're unsatisfied, 5-i'm-too-poor-for-u..., 4 n we can live, 3..i don't mind, 2..u must haf more, & a poor man u haf made me.

abstract ramblings

i was jz browsin thru a few blogs of ppl dat i dun noe of (let me make dat extremely clear). there was dis particular woman, bored out o her mind i presume, who posted her semi-naked boobies. well, she did get lotsa comments by droolin fans. hmm... now dat's a thought if ur plannin 2 publicize ur blog. but as mine r 4 my conservative, innocent eyes alone (n ntg 2 boast abt), i guess i'll jz hafta look elsewhere 2 popularise my *ahem* wonderful page here. plan B any1?

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on a cheerfuller, if nt less lurid note... christmas is comin!!! yeah!! it's my fav season of da yr, bein a christian n all. da meanin of christmas goes way deaper den jz gift sharin & christmas trees. it's abt a life 4 the otha lives. anyway, there's alwiz a joyful feelin on christmas, u noe? like, da hardest hearts unbend, melt, mellow during da christmas season. JOY TO THE WORLD! let's celebrate! n not onli dat, my church nvr fails 2 put up a presentation (albeit a big-scale 1) every christmas. so, i get 2 dance in it. n u noe wut, da best times of my life were those spent backstage wiv my peeps. o da glorious, wonderful times we had amidst glitterin stagelights, painstakinly handcrafted props, n da all round merry feelin of christmas. if u think it's too gushy, well... let me remind u dat there is a reason tis is called ramblings. cos, i realised dat dat's wut I do best! HAF A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS SEASON 1 & ALL!

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i guess dis is a gd time as any to say dat i'm truly single. as in, really n trully single, in mind n physically. no particular anybody occupyin my solitariness now. yeah, i suppose in a way, i'm kinda lonely, but on de otha hand... i'm happy 2 be myself, u noe. free. but, i wudden noe how it is 2 haf dat special sum1 2 nt make u so free, cos, i've nvr had dat sum1. da heart has n amazin capacity 2 fill itself n giv many kinds of love. yeah, n in dat sense, i realli haven't felt "dat" kinda luv or given it b4. crushes, yes planty... but love romantically, no. so, now, i'm sustainin myself on luv in it's purest form. God, my family, frens... those r ppl who love me 4 who i am. sumhow, in my desperate search 4 dat 1 thing dat i dun hv (ok, maybe nt dat desperate. actually, nt desperate at all), i'm actualli searchin my soul n maturin (haha... hopefully) n waitin (patiently i hope). coz true love waits, n true love is da best. *gag* so mushy... okok, enuff of all dis retrospection. i'll close dat chapter of my life 4 now.