"even if you fall sometimes, you will have the strength to rise" - kutless

ok it's time for a non-emo post. i'm tired of being "emo"



besides, i've finally got to a point where i'm getting over being angry and bitter. cos what's the point anyway? being bitter won't get me anywhere. besides, there's nothing worse than a bitter girl... oh except for a bitter old woman. so i don't wanna be any of those of course.
i think i'm at a point where i've accepted what has happened and am more or less comfortable with putting it behind me and moving on. life is good and i've woken up to smell the roses cos

the TULIPS ARE HERE!!!

i love tulips so.... it would seem like i love every other flower, but then... they're so pretty what, how can you not love them? i have to be fair to all of them. plus, eunice "gave" me a flower paradise at life group (we all have to think of stuff we would give each other if money was not an issue), because she said i reminded her of flowers. awww... i like that!

haha can you tell i'm rambling again?
once again, don't expect a literary masterpiece cos the only times i actually find the urge to write is when i've throughly exhausted my brain doing work of some sort. so he are the bare uncovered facts (sorta like m&m's without the so much food colouring on it shell) laid down to you in the simplest form of language possible for me.

ok let's see, what's new with the world according to denise ong?


ehhhh...



life is a blur of assignments and studying and going to uni and things i do besides that. such as gossip girl season 3. yes i succumbed because i really need something to tide me over through the wilderness weeks (aka now). i have to literally drag myself to open my books day after day and consciously refrain from going on facebook when i'm doing my assignment. strenous, and i can't say i succeed all the time, but at least i'm still getting things done.


guess what?
what?
knew you'd ask :)
ok lames i know. haha


only 1 month and 2 weeks before i can breathe in the salty air of penang once again.
penang here i come in awhile! be patient for it WILL be soon.


so, september and (parts of) october has been rather happening. i've worn all of my party dresses now, which also signifies the end of the events. boo. but at least i've got one more to look forward to. every nation's 'night of stars'. positively the last of the lot for me, this year at least.
which is i guess, good news for my bank account cos i'm almost broke now *cry*
no more shopping :(

and, somehow so many people have to be born in october.


ok, the computer screen is making me see circles...


you know you love me,
XOXO


chuck and blair are so sweet together!
but honestly i'm just watching for the clothes. really!