since

1. i can't view anyone else's blog (except jt's for some reason... my comp and his bonded le i guess. haha)
2. i've nothing to do now
3. i've got lotsa thoughts i don't know which to share

i shall attempt to post something up.

hello! *wave*

what's been happening this past few days... let's see...

well, my lecturer's sprang a surprised visit on us (the others from my college who are interning at rtm) while we were working. but it turned out well. everyone was like "she's been such a help to us" "you should give her an A" hehe... such nice collegues. eventhough i was never close to those lecturers, it was like... a piece of home you know, to see them. for a moment, i felt close to them... and actually felt kinda sad when they left. what has become of me?

and i've been in foul moods lately. any little thing'll just set my volcano off.

went for traxx's roadtour with some of the crew and dj's. which was really exciting, but hot and i was starving throughout. but it was waaaaay better than staying behind in the north pole we call wisma radio, cutting and pasting yet another letter. we went around kl streets, and played games with passerbys (wii wei...), gave out prizes, made a lot of noise, basically that's about it. they also went to penang last weekend, i meant to blog about it but forgot. to those who happened to be there, i'm dying to know how it was.

and, sigh... i don't know what's wrong with me nowadays. i've always found it difficult to cry. i hardly ever cry. although sometimes i'd wish i could do it easily so i could vent my feelings, cos it's so hard when you're feeling lousy but can't cry. so it all stays bottled up in you. but lately, somewhere during the past year and this, i've been crying quite a lot. just a small thing and the waterworks are off. gosh i'm becoming a real girl la! i don't know if that's in a good way or not. haha. i cry when i'm lonely i cry when i'm sad i cry when i'm frustrated... basically it's like the weather here. stormy. adoi probably it's making up for all the years of not crying.

i miss my family a lot.

and furry lazy sara.