shit happens

some days... things r so bad dat all u wanna do is crawl back to bed n bury urself under the blankets. shutting the world away, hiding from the cold, hard facts. well, dat someday is happenin rite now. bad day. yup. u noe, somehow, it nvr rains but it pours. yea, all the bad things dat cud possibly happen happens. sigh~* jz when u think "ntg else cud make me feel worse" guess wut? something else crops up that make u feel even lower than u already did. life is at best, ironic don'tcha think?

well, here i was... jz minding my own business, lookin forward to da weekends when my mom has 2 drop a bombshell dat i suspect started the whole bad day syndrome. sheesh...
so anyway, during lunch...
mom: so, wut're ur plans for sat? (as if she didn't noe already)
me: i haf prac on sat morn...
mom: we're going bac to ______ cos ur cous is here.
me: (still not getting it) oh, dat's ok, i'll ask pris to fetch me.
mom: (giving me dat wide-eyed incredulous stare look) huh? u mean ur not going? (sarcasm, starting) [i really hate it when she goes all so sarcastic, it's so darn anoying]
me: (it finally sinks in) ohhhh.... *disappointed look* but i can't... i've music prac....
mom: u can tell them u cannot. u can play any other time rite? (yea.... as if it were so easy to find a replacement).
me: umm *mumbling incorrigibly*
-despair-

that was trouble no.1
and lo n behold! along came trouble no.2 >>> finding a replacement. n guess wut? i'm still lookin... n if i don't find one, ppl will say dat i'm irresponsible... unfit to hv dat responsibility, yadda, yadda... cos i've accidentally done it b4. oh crap... ! life really sucks at the moment. someone... anyone... plssssssszz jz replace me on the piano!!! it really makes me look bad cos i've been missing a lot of duty (cos of unforseen circumstances, NOT bcos i want to).

trouble no.3- my line kaput-ed... something went wrong n it was sooo.. frustrating. really felt like crying at dat point.

trouble no.4 meant dat i can't go 4 supper wiv ben n all 2 celebrate his b'day cos i won't be goin 4 yas. aikz... it's a sad, sad world, ain't it?

n today... still lookin 4 a replacement. u noe, dis family dinner had better be worth all the trouble i had to go thru. it had better be gud if it's comparable to all my toil n sweat.