H-O-L-I-D-A-Y

time to exchange ur schbks for movies... and pinafore for miniskirts for two weeks. yea baby! it's time to let loose n let frivolous U take charge 4 once. forget studying, forget even thinking of sch n jz party on. dat's right... it's the mid-year hols once again. and if all u can think abt is studying... i suggest a CAT scan or jz dunk your head into the toilet bowl (it's a cheaper alternative). wut horrid advice to give. don't listen to me.

let's see... wut shall i do for 2 whole weeks? i shall think abt it.
but so far, mid-term hols have been rather uneventful 4 me. like 2 yrs ago... i came down with measels AND fever on the first day of the hols. bummer right. n not only that, it pretty much lasted the whole 2 weeks. i was practically living in bed n in the toilet the whole time (o yea, i had a lil' cirit-birit too). n i can tell u wiv the experienced eye that dat really sucks. BIG TIME.

and last yr? cameron highlands ran outta water n my granpa had to go 4 an operation. so... no-go for us.

pretty miserable hols huh?

some notes

~b4 i say anything else, i wanna thank steph for actually taking the initiative to scribble a lil' something in my guestbk. so touched, steph. -big, wet, sloppy muakzz from me- hope ya'll peeps will continue commenting here.
~and the 2nd thing is dat i'll try not 2 use weird shortforms like da or de for the cos it sounds weird n unclassy. i'll try but dun start sueing if i do haf the occasional lapses in spelling. ok? bingo.

and i have to continue this (or maybe i nvr will, we'll see) cos i really need to ciao now.

jz talk

am going out wiv te (and her bf) n ross (n her bro) tomorrow. like FINALLY! we get 2 go out again. jz us... (well... if u dun count the additions....) . it's been sooooo infinately long since we went out together. i think da last time was after we got our pmr results n all of us were deliriously happy coz we got straight A's. n leena... yupe, mz not forget her. she was there too. me wiv my short hair (at tt time), leena n her new camera n happiness all around. i suppose we'll nvr get 2 relieve those memories, but at least we can create new ones.

my comp is going bonkers now n msn can't be used. argh!! sooo frustrating. makes one wanna turn all green n muscular n rip off one's shirt in da process. funnily enough, the pants manages 2 stay put n even expands 2 fit da bulging muscles. hmm... lycra? d u think?

o yea... n btw... i've finally bought my first pair of adidas sneakers.... *sigh of satisfaction* . it's pink. i noe i noe... i wudden haf bought it if they had blue. but i guess pink's alrite. i had it re-laced... dat is, my sis helped me wiv it. so now, one side's wiv pink laces n the other's white.

well, it looks something like it but not quite. yep, it's even better!

guestbk

hey ppl out there who actually take time to read my blog,

i know this might be a lot to ask, but i'll ask anyway.

please sign my guestbook. ;-)
i wud really like to know who reads my postings.
and it's really a waste to haf a guestbk wiv only 2 entries (mine and the admin's).

so thx. i shall look forward to it. *hint hint*

how i 'love' exams

exam's over!!! err... i take that bac. i do haf est paper 2 on mon but who cares! da studying part is over. n studying 4 est is jz. plain. madness. so far, dis has been one heck of an exam! i bet it's part of da teachers' conspiracy to make our brains numb n turn 2 mush to keep us outta trouble during da weekends. gosh! how can i even begin describing da papers. difficult is NOT even close. yeayea... it's all 'for our own good' yadda...yadda.... but oh! my poor head. anyway, wut's done is done (words of macbeth) n now i shall start da 2nd process of exam's. preparing myself (mentally, at least) 2 face my results. anyone up for shopping n movies??

tearless

ok, say ur (give me a dynamic female) umm... say, puteri gunung ledang (pgl). n u go 4 dis movie dat u've been anticipating 4 a whole week because of some cute actor u've been dying 2 see.

the opening credits roll
they start playin da 1st scene
everybody laughs when it's funny
n it's a gr8 movie.
everyone seems to enjoy it,
her esp.

then da plot starts getting intense
u can jz smell danger, defeat, humiliation, desperation
that the actors potray so well.
then, pgl suddenly realises
"hey, is it me or are there more sniffs than usual??"
she senses sumthing weird but
continues watching coz de 2 leads r jz so scrumptious.

at the end of the movie
most go out teary-eyed n misty
while our heroine here
can barely squeeze out a tear. (excuse the rhyming)

isn't it so freakin abnormal dat
even da guys feel da pain & de agony
while she hardly feels the prick.
y so unfeeling?
y so abnormal?
like a robot lah.... so ppl say.

o yea... that gal is me.
n i haf dis dull ache in me
maybe coz i feel...
i feel too much in a different way.
i'll nvr know.

screen it

i've discovered a gem of a movie in 'I Not Stupid' (albeit too late tho). haha... another one to enthuse abt tee-hee. it's thought-provoking, charming, realistic, well-portrayed, stunning.... (haha... lots of adjectives i noe). n it does help dat de actors r so adorable. i'm positively enraptured. take a look at dis:




3 or 4 yrs ago (left) n now (right)




it's a lil' small, but man! haf they filled up n became hunks. err... well, not exactly, but u've gotta admit they're pretty hot. especially joshua ang who plays cheng chai in da sequel. whichs brings me 2 say... i can't wait 2 watch 'i not stupid too' . jz because. haha. finally...

lately, i've been havin vry weird dreams. crazy, scary, rather pleasant dreams. but da worst part was dat they seem so real i had 2 ask myself if i were actually dreamin them. n when i wake up... i rmb it quite easily.... (the juicy parts anyway) .

adventures in dreamland. as told by an awakened me.

well, i was me in da dream. u see??? dat's da scary part. i was ME. not me 10 yrs ago, nt some stranger...jz me. n i dun rmb much of da beginnin but (hey, dun ever use dis against me ok! it's jz a dream n i mean it 2 be dat way) there i was, ME...( i really dun feel like describin it anymore.) urmm.... nvm, forget it. it's too private. but it's not dirty k. it jz involves some ppl i noe. so... haha.... privacy please.

That Thing YOU Do

dis is an adapted version (in other words, MINE) of da song 'that thing you do' by the Wonders. cool song... even if it's an oldie. 4 those who r nt familiar wiv da song, go n check it out. it's nice!

That (*//%##!!?&) Thing You Do [remix] ...... with translations in manglish
(1st verse)
YOU, doin dat thing u do (translation: haiyo... y d'u haf 2 do dat stoopid thing??)
ur makin my life so HORRID (it's ruining my life lar!)
like u always do-o ( always oso lidat lo)
and YOU, u mean to be cruel (i noe u don't like me wan...)
u nvr even knew abt the headache ( yea, u make me mad)
we've been going thru-oo (yealor... jz followin ur nonsensical school rules)

(chorus)
Well i try & try to follow all ur rules (can't say i didn't attempt to right?)
but it's just so hard 2 do (obviously lah! where got easy??)
everytime You do thet thing you do (y.... ?WHY???? d u make all dis rules???)

(bridge)
i don't ask alot, lady ( how can i? you'll give me dimerits)
but i noe one thing's for sure ( self-explainatory)
u make all da silly rules ( for example: only white/blue/black rubberbands allowed, not more then 3 keychains, each bein not more then 5cm in length)
and i just can't take it anymore_ugh! (self-explainatory)

(coda)
i know YOU, you're doing dat thing (weren't U ever a student harr??!)
everyday you're doing that thing (everyday, ur jz thinkin abt ways 2 make us miserable)
I can't take you doing that thing u do. ( nobody can la)

-end-
i ommited da 2nd n 3rd verses cos well, i'm ... hey! i dun hv 2 explain y i do things right?

abt college

i'm lookin into my future. urm, no, not thru a crystle ball . wut d u think i am? a fortune teller?? wut i meant was... (ok, maybe "lookin" wasn't da choiciest of words) dat i'm tryin 2 imagine wut life'll bring me in da near-far future. like, nxt yr, wen i start college (i doubt i'll be going 2 f6). n if i do a course in art n design (haven't decided which yet), i'll prob be in kl which is abt 4 hrs away from home. whoa, scary... now dat i think of it... . for a sheltered kid like me, well, dis'll be a lot of firsts 4 me. but den again, i've not even taken my spm yet. tok abt jumping ahead.

while still on da subject of colleges...
i'm interested in the one academy. they gave me a ton (err... exaggerations aside, 2 bags worth) of leaflets n booklets abt their courses n campus n high achievers n stuff like dat. i liked wut they had 2 offer so... who noes....? i might jz be one of da students 4 all u noe abt dis time nxt yr. n hobnobbin wiv other famous names too n who noes *whisper* be one too. big dreams denise... BIG dreams

but then, i went 2 limkokwing's site, n it was pretty impressive too.

or maybe i'll jz do da course in mmu. heard da campus's quite stocked.

ahh... we;ll see. hopefully i DO get 2 do it. u noe... it's nice jz 2 think of things. think n dream. like, ur future... or wutever dat cud or might happen. in ur head, u can make anything happen. but in real life... u can eat dirt 4 all any1 cares in dis human eat human world. dun mean 2 sound so bleak, but... isn't dis wut we;re comin 2? maybe dat's y i do so much dreaming... it's so comfortin sumtimes 2 recede into ur own world where da right things always happen.