battery draining

don't you feel that dealing with people can be exhausting sometimes? people can say the most hurtful and idiotic things. i'm sure they mean well and probably don't even realise they meant what they said, but still... it's energy sapping just to be in their presence/conversation.
but then, i probably contribute to a lot of the world's verbal junk as well. probably somewhere around me, someone is finding me exhausting to be around.


sigh. i should learn how to listen, and think first before i even start saying anything.




and this is probably why, i like to spend time alone and apart from people sometimes. i'm just less difficult to hang around with to me.