joy + ME

joy unspeakable that won't go away

with just enough strength

to live for today

so i never have to worry what tomorrow will bring

cos my faith is on solid rock

i am counting on God

~counting on God (everyone overcome, desperation band)~

somehow the words of this song just seem to speak to me. it just hit me that yeah, i never have to worry because God is there and He's faithful. and i want joy unspeakable.







my JOY has returned. i guess it has never gone away... just i didn't want to see it. and i'm full of it. happyness. and i do want everyone else to have that joy too. joy with peace. everything just seems to fall into place and i'm at peace with the world today. maybe i might not be this happy when i wake up tomorrow morning (oh man... 8am class again! *groan*), or when i get lectured... but still, i think i'll just try to live on day at a time, put one feet forward at a time. to look at things as a whole would be too scary and too overwhelming... so i'll just go through it slowly and (hopefully) cheerfully.



so today i had sushi. sushi king has this promotion where all rice based sushi are only rm2. for card holders ler. so followed my addicted friends there to eat. haha. when i say addicted i mean twice in 2 days until they got constipated. tsk... too much seafood maybe? and then mcflurry! lol. yes i'm giving in to my sugar cravings... but still... happy day deserves happy food. and i deserve a reward for going through 7 hrs of classes without complaining today.

i'm proud of me *beams*.

sushi-ing with my mates. actually we're already done eating here. haha

being in my happy mood actually put me into my get-clean-get-tidy mode too. *even prouder moment* i actually filed all my papers neatly and cleaned my very dirty desk that makes mel complain everytime he sees it. ok there's not much difference now still, but at least it's lizard sai-less now.








was kinda bored in class today so i finally figured how to blow my fringe up. finally.

it's kinda easy really.

or i'm just really bad at it.








and my dog must be having this revolution. the 'how to be a GOOD dog' revolution. i think. usually when i come home or anyone of my family members, she'll be peeping at us from the couch, wagging halfheartedly at us without bothering to move from her spot. but now... i don't know who she's been talking to, but whoa! she's always and i mean always greeting us at the door like we've been away for a year every time we come back home. which is so sweet. there's nothing like seeing a smiley face after a tiring day.

*smiley face*

*more smiley faces*

:)

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