crazy unstable

crazy unstable
i should listen
yet
it's like roaring water inside.
my thoughts are noisier than everything you're saying

crazy unstable
everyday's a valley or a slope
times of peace
or
times of turmoil

crazy unstable
come drown with me,
come fly with me.
don't come


i'm a bundle of contradictions. maybe you don't understand, maybe you do. don't get me. i don't care.

i'm baffling, i'm exasperating, i'm impossible, i'm difficult, i'm complicated, i'm depressing, i'm sensitive.
take your pick.