extreme copying

It was a normal tuesday. no wait, that tues was a lil bit special; we had a TEST for the subject that i "like" most of all. So, we were in the lecture hall, took our seats in anticipation for the test only to let the lecturer rearrange our seating/ change our places. man, she's like too free or something. anyway, ended up beside this guy who also happens to be like, (one of) the biggest cheaters in class. hope he doesn't read this. heheh.

but, i guess it wouldn't be fair to call him names because about half or more of the class cheated, copied, referred to their notes and asked for answers. one guy even hid his notes in his sweater and kept unzipping it to look! and the dude beside me, copied me, copied from his notes and even offered me his notes for me to copy! lol. and the best part... my lecturer was totally clueless to everything that was happenin around her.

so, why do i sound so shocked?

prior to this, you know, being in an all-girl school (aka angels), and some more in the first class (supposedly where the nerds and bookworms are. that is a myth i tell u, MYTH!!), i never really came across any situation where the students cheated so obviously. it just never happened among us.

i guess the question on everyone's mind: so did you copy or not? haha.
i really don't wanna sound holy holy, because i'm not but i'm good this time. i didn't copy. yay! so do i get my halo now?

but i did do it once though. and i'm not proud of it. i can still remember the question up til now. std 1, moral paper;
Di mana orang beragama hindu sembahyang?
i didn't know so i secretly peeped at my friend's paper. well, that was my first and last time doing that. the guilt was just too much you know... especially when i got 100% but couldn't enjoy it fully. ish.

yea we all know that copying is bad bad bad wrong. but what about allowing people to copy you? to me, it's like, a grey area. not right, but at the same time not wrong. it's hard to explain.

[oh, one more thing, what happens in here stays in here (i hope) and cannot be used against me. especially with ppl i study with and those who terasa. ]