d@** & blast it all

well... u noe... things happen. all ur tryin 2 do is haf a gr8 time n haf ur frens wiv ya n den sum ppl make things misarable 4 u. n... u were jz thinkin of havin clean fun (it's auch a lame word but yeah... i guess dat pretty much describes it) . n den some ppl make u seem as if it's a crime 2 hv ur thing... n make u feel bad abt urself n abt everything else. & i'm vry sure dat' s how low self esteem starts. blast it all n d*** it. ah well... fish it all... i'm still gonna haf fun no matter wut ppl tok abt behind my backs. as long as i noe my principals... nothin's goin 2 be wrong. u wud nvr believe wut can happen ova a small matter (which isn't even bad, mind u) n blow it outta proportions. n no... if ur wonderin... it's nt abt relationship coz at tis point, i'm really quite happily single.

plus, our big debut's comin up. dis sat's da DAY! feelin vry jittery cos i'm supposed 2 lead. *gasp* sunno if i can pull it thru. God help me i will.

it's jz dat... sum ppl....ya noe... well... u noe.