exams
WHY?


i have 2 papers left. 2 papers in 2 days, should be ok right?
then why does it seem like it's neverending?

sweet friday... please come soon...


feel free to date/ask me out during my hols (it starts next week!!! *jumping up and down*). i'm leaning towards, you know, cheap outings... hey who says you have to spend a lot to have a good time?
*note to self: find a hol project in case (hahaha)



oh i just bought a big bulky white winter sweater-jacket thing. preparation for the nz trip. don't know if it's that cold there to be needing it. lol. but i still like it. it has fur lining the hood... hehe... i like! besides, how often do i get to look like a big fat round polar bear (a cute one *ahem*) here?
no pics yet, will camwhore when i'm free. at the moment, supposed to be studying.




which means... i should go.
back to the books.

more, more food...

i feel like eating roast duck.

or choc filled donuts.

or roast lamb.

or my mom's spaghetti.

or a coney dog.

i think i better stop before i get hungrier.

yesterday's buffet was YUM!

fellowship was good too.

but i wanna re eat again la...

now craving for roasted chicken wings and o'chien.

or char kuey teow with duck egg.

*mouth watering*

i'm on study break now, which explains the free-ness. ah, but must focus. STUDYYYY...

reason?

i have no reason to be less than happy

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1. when i'm in the company of friends, eating

spot the difference?

2. when i live in a nation which doesn't restrict my freedom (to a certain degree)

i like this pic. jump!

3. when i have people willing to stand by me despite knowing my flaws

our sexayy legs

4. when i have a chance to express my creativity; and when i have great girlfriends (not all are here though)

haha posers. i look the most uncool, i know i know...

5. when i have a loving and supportive family

and lastly...

6. when the God who created universes and beyond knows the number of hairs on my head

(no pics for no. 5 and 6 cos i'm kinda in a hurry)

why do i have any reason to be less than happy?

no reason at all.

remind me to be happy

:-)

yayaya. nonsense

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heh?

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hahahaha

what?

mr white and ms blue.

it's almost impossible to take bad pics at the beach.

wonder why?

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let's ask good questions, shall we?

how to kill boredom... baffle your readers (if any) with weird random postings.

goodbye.

*wave wave*

end of sem

wee~

tomorrow's my last class and last assignment for this sem.
i've got to give a speech on my experiences in that class etc. i'm just afraid of 2 things:

1. i get nervous and start to babble on and on which will cause me to stumble over all of my words. cos i talk fast when i'm nervous.

or 2. i blank out and forget everything that i've planned to say.

but, hopefully not!


anyway, a lil happy news.

i did a radio commercial a few weeks back. one of my many assignments. and and and and and.... it was chosen as one of the top 4 best in my class. yay happy me *beams*. praise God! weee~
you know... sleeping a lot is actually good (for me la... i dunno about you). the idea for my commercial came to me when i was sleeping. a lot of ideas come to me just before i sleep. i guess that's when i'm at my most creative. haha. so i should sleep more.

oh gosh! that would make me a pig.

today's one of my freeest days in weeks. class cancelled, no homework or assignments to do (well, i do have a few more but i can't do them today...). so i'm utterly and completely free for the night. unfortunately no dates from anybody. nevermind, i shall enjoy myself at home being gluttony with fattening and sugary food. yah, i'm a health fanatic's nightmare.


so my sis bought some t-shirts from the web... i was in my money saving mood then so i didn't want to buy any when she asked. but now when they're here... aiks, a bit of regret. just a bit. teeny-weeny bit. there was a black kimono top i really wanted, but "we must not waste unecessary money on things we don't need". sounds familiar? yeah parents. but i understand where it's coming from. money=hard to earn. so buying stuff i want but don't need... forget it! but it's ok... *smiley* i have everything i could possibly want already. i'm so blessed, i don't need things to make me happy.


i love free evenings. not all the time.
the possibilities of what i could do are endless. wheee~

when it all falls down, look up

hehe just trying out illustrator. i'm bad at it marh...

...

but i do believe in it. when everything falls down, look to God. He's in control. yeah, i'm learning to let my Creator write my life for me. i'm learning to let go of always being in control. saya control freak.

it's a pretty exhilirating ride!

location location location

pictures from my scrapbook...

we only get to use a handycam. still kiddies. lol





director looking happy... wonder why...?


it's all about asking the right questions. listened to a lot of opinions this week.



this week has been all about stooting and locations. i anticipated a long and tough and unpleasant week, yes it was pretty long and tough, but not unpleasant. we did have some group conflict the week before shooting but thank God that we managed to pull through together this week.


i'm calm like the sea now :)




i was going nuts on tues. became really, a not nice person... but then, certain things (i won't say what) made me realise that my problem is only so small. and it's partly self created. so i'm trying not to think too much about it and just go with it. so far so good.




i don't like interviewing but i like to take pictures


going on location is kinda fun. you learn stuff that is outside the classroom, and i have to say... it's so much funner than being in a classroom. and i realised how sheltered my life has been. how blessed i am. anyway, our scope included:

breakdancer

beggars

this lady is 97 years old and she doesn't look it. she's still pretty fit for her age.

doing this assignment gave me insight on different viewpoints. everyone has their own story to tell. we got to listen to opinions from every side which is really cool. for example, not all beggars think of themselves as beggars (they just do it to pass time), not all beggars are lazy (but most are le), not all beggars are thankful for the food people give them (there's a lot of wastage and they don't like chicken rice or char bee hoon)...

but still... what an experience!

and our last scope...

pasar malam.

unfortunately, no pictures. i forgot to bring my cam there. i would like to take this opportunity to thank my hottie and jer for being sporting enough to be interviewed. hehe. ok that sounded formal.

but you know what the best part of this whole thing was??

the free stuff! hahaha

nah i'm just kiddin!

only 2 days of weekends, WHY?

i love weekends.

i love love weekends.

i love love love weekends.

weekends means rest (though some of my weekends are even busier than my weekdays, like last week), time for friends, church, outings, siesta, family, NO COLLEGE...

ok you get the picture.

during the weekdays, you're bombarded with deadlines, assignments, projects, meetings, lecturers, classmates, colleagues, bosses...

and then you're bombarded with more assignments, meetings and projects which means you have to sacrifice personal time to do, scoldings, stress, people who don't like you, people you can't work with, people who backstab you, people who make you mad, people who're mad at you... the list goes on and on and on.


thank God for weekends is all i can say. a (too) brief break from all the craziness of studying and work. at least i have time to rejuvenate and restore myself before i go out again to face the world. and that's why i love saturdays so much. cos i spend most of it in church. yeah it gets hectic and tiring sometimes especially if i have too many practices, but still... i love being in God's presence and being with people who love Him.


well tomorrow's a monday and i'm still not ready for 5 stressful days of slogging yet.

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but in everything, give thanks.

(i've gotta keep reminding myself of that)

still life

things we always take for granted

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thank goodness for rice cookers, electric kettles, stairs and specs.