one sleepy blogpost

some things you think you don't want that you realise you want only too late. when it's already gone. or need. come to think of it, you can run after all the things in the world but it's the thing that you don't want that you need. and realise too late that, that ship has already sailed.

and the story is, i always end up doing things like that.

so i probably should've changed all the 'you's to 'i's. sigh

onward to an unrelated topic, i was listening to the mashup of 2011's popular songs that a friend posted on facebook (yes i'm ashamed to say i'm on fb waaay too much than is healthy these days), and boy what memories they brought back. it was as if i saw snippets of 2011 just flashing through my brain as i listened to the mashup.

adele's 'someone like you' - healing from a broken heart

katy perry's 'fireworks' - singing it after having jap food one fine sunday afternoon in chch

adam levine's 'moves like jagger' - one of the late night hangouts with my flatmates and jeremy in our flat. i think it was one of my hyper nights where i was crazy dancing to their eye-rolling.

i can't really remember the rest of the songs now, brain not functioning at full capacity at the moment... pretty sure there were more. songs sure have a way of bringing back memories. whether you like them or not... but whatever it is, and however this year went, i know it all happened for a reason. there were good bits and bad bits, and i'm glad the end of this year seems pretty plesant and laid-back so far. it's a good way to end the year. i wonder what song i'm going to end the year with.

haha this is so unrelated (or is it?), but i'm thinking no matter what i say, i'll still need a musician bf so he'll be able to understand and talk music with me. and make music together... won't that be romantic? ok, enough now. goodbye!