when the oceans rise and thunders roar

i know everything will be ok eventually...

but right now i'm feeling awfully tired and broken.
really really not so great.


hmm... i need strength to go on. and it's so hard.

just feel like i don't belong anywhere anymore.
i thought work would be a distraction. but everytime when i go home, it's still the same.
seriously never thought coming back would be this difficult.
i really love penang, but wish some things would change.
but, maybe it's all for the best.
maybe God is teaching me something.


Jesus i REALLY need your strength for this.
it seems trivial but i can't seem to take it. hmm... feel so weak that i need people's approval and love. but it's the sad truth, i do need it.