happy camper

i just got back from camp. ignite youth camp to be exact.
i'm not gonna blog about it now... in fact i don't even know if i'm gonna be bloggin much about the happenings there. we'll see how it goes. hehe.
tired, very tired (but i don't feel like sleeping yet)
and there're still things i need to think about.

this camp has been, among many other things, a very much needed refreshment to my soul. lately i've been feeling very dried out, very tired... so this was just exactly what i needed.

something's happened, something's changed in me. i just feel so different, like i'm really growing up in the Lord you know? like He could really use me.

i really don't want it to just end here, forget everything after a week or two. it's easy to be good and close to God at camp but when we go back to normal lives... it's not that easy. the fire dies out and i don't want that to happen. but i'm gonna try to keep my standards. i know i can't be holy but at least i can try. and that means no more south park. not that i like it so very much but it's one of the things i'm giving up.

other than that, i had man yoke and jacin as roomates (by accident, since my original room was occupied by some scottish tourists) weeee!. i haven't had girl talk in i don't know how long.

4 days just flew past like that. just doesn't seem like i'm back already. one minute you're packing your bags and the next you're home. i miss camp already.