mulling over age

I had my first profession of love at the tender age of 6. boy, we sure do start young. at the age when the worst possible disaster that i thought could ever befall me was not being selected to join the pom-pom dance. this guy, a five year old kid, asked me to be his gf... aww...

anyway, that's beside the point. what i really meant to say is... somehow, by some fluke of nature, i do seem to be attracting some unwanted attention from younger guys (pardon) some younger guys. maybe i look so exceedingly young heheh... again, i'm not trying to boast or brag about it. just merely stating some facts.

i guess those who know me know some of my history concerning that. there were a few but i'm not going to elaborate and embarrass them here.

what i'm really trying to say is that, i used to become really disgusted when i come across these demi moore- ashton kutcher kinda stories. but then, i realised... what's so wrong about it besides the unconventional age difference? i mean, if their love supercedes the age boundary, heck! it should be pretty strong stuff right? age is just a small matter (haha... to hear that from me is like, really mind blowing for some people i bet. but i'm trying to change my mindset here aight!). so why do we kick up a big fuss about it? why do i make a big deal regarding it?

i recently spent a day with a guy a few years my junior just hanging out. it couldn't be called a date actually because
1. we are not a couple
2. we are not in the process of becoming one
3. we are just good friends.

but since i didn't have anyone, he offered to hang around with me to keep me company. we watched a movie, walked by the beach (yeala... gurney drive is BY the beach) and he waited with me almost until i went back. the almost-perfect gentleman. so, what i'm stressing here is that it felt perfectly normal, just like being with someone my age. or maybe it's because we're friends .... hmm... i'm confusing myself now.

if a younger guy were to ask me to be his gf tomorrow, i might even consider the possibility of it ever happening. haha.... maybe....