for da love of music.... haha

today's my 1st time playin piano 4 yas. kinda scary really... but thank gudness dat i had prac durin my isca days. cos usually, i play da keyboard 4 yas. being da pianist is well... quite pressurin (2 me) , i mean, ur like... leadin de otha instruments n blendin dem 2getha. i dunno abt other bands, but dey do it like dat in my church. yea. so, it was quite a big leap 4 me, but... i'm honored. haha... yeayea... i'm nt abt 2 get big-headed so it's alright. i like playin n stuff... u noe, in a band n all dat. but lessons...lessons r such a drag. esp if u hate it so much n r forced 2 do it. take it from sum1 who noes. i hate it so wen i am forced 2 learn. actually, i nvr liked my piano lessons (my confessions... hehe) . i only rather liked dem after i finished my gr8 n my teacher let me play romantic(as in romantic period, so dun get me wrong) n latin pieces which were pretty ok. but now, i haf dis otha piano class which i take wiv my sis n a fren which i LOATH 2 da fullest. can't wait 2 quit it nxt yr. wut joy it'll be wen i do.

but dat's nt 2 say dat i dun like music ya noe... i do. n do like playin da piano. n da violin (altho i seldom prac. bad of me... i noe.). n da git (quite badly i mz add). music has been ingrained in2 me n is a part of me now. but i lack da passion n drive n talent 2 pursue it as a career. imagine me as a music teacher.... *shiver* it's nt dat i'm puttin music teachers down, but i was thinkin of it more from da future students point of view. i'll prob be able 2 put da fear of all things music in dem if i do actually teach. but i like jammin tho. only we dun haf da resources n time n a drummer.

oh, n btw... i find musicians really attractive. uh-huh. prospective bfs' haf got 2 be musicians. does dis sentence sound wrong? or do i sound wrong....?